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gs could be a kind of defence。
Until that fear became so deep and cold a terror that it became the very reason for their peril。 Galbert de Garsenc seemed to have crossed over that line one day or night in his own past。 His fear of the women of Arbonne； his hatred of Rian and all the goddess meant； was the reason there was an army in the mountains in the midst of winter； whipped into a killing frenzy by the High Elder of Corannos。 They would be out of the mountains by now； Beatritz corrected herself； her heart aching； a slow； cold dread moving through her like a poison in the blood。
She didn't know what to do。 That was the worst of it。 She could pray； gather everyone on the island under the temple dome to offer hymns and incantations all day and night； seeking some access to the goddess； invoking her intercession。 Rian could not be pelled； though。 That was the oldest； deepest law； she was capricious and inviolate； and death was a part of her dominion…it was； in fact； one of her incarnations。 She was mother； she was bride； but she was also gatherer of the dead。
It might even be that Rian herself had ordained this scourge as a punishment； a cleansing of the evils of their time。 Beatritz didn't know what their great acts of evil might be； but she was only a servant of the goddess； not privy to divine awareness。 She would have thought…she would have said…that there was no darkness or evil in Arbonne deserving of what had happened to the corans in that watch…tower below the High Pass last autumn； or to the priestesses of the temple of Aubry that same night。
She would have said as much to holy Rian herself。 As if it would matter。 The owl ruffled his feathers； bringing her mind back。 She'd been considering options； responses。 She remembered how her father used to do that； crisply running through possibilities aloud before decisively choosing his path。 It was still difficult for her sometimes to accept that he was dead； that the burdens were her mother's now and her own； with such aid as could be invoked from the bitterly divided nobility of Arbonne。
There was no heir。 That had always been a problem； and Guibor IV of Barbentain had been unable to name one in his last years for fear of tearing the country apart。 He had even tried to make Beatritz leave the sanctuary of the goddess in the year after Aelis died with her child in Miraval。 Guibor had anticipated this trouble in the time that followed the death of his youngest child。 He had always anticipated a great deal； it was a fault of his； to try to make too many things fall right at the same time。 It had been that way with Aelis's marriage to Urté de Miraval in the first place： a powerful duke； one of the mightiest in the country； a choice that could not be impeached； and a man anxious to father children； a son or even a daughter to rule Arbonne when Guibor died。
But Aelis had died first； and so too； almost certainly； had her son。 No one could be absolutely sure； though everyone knew what she had told her husband on her deathbed about the fathering of the child： in doing so she had given dreadful； calamitous life to the feud that had shaped Arbonne ever since。 Urté could not even be approached or spoken to on this issue。 Beatritz had tried once； at the end of the year after Aelis died…and had received the most stinging rebuke of her life。 They would have had to put the duke of Miraval to torture to even try to make him speak。 And he wouldn't have； they all knew that： he wouldn't have said what had happened to the child even then。
Not even Guibor the count had been able to quell or control what Aelis had begun between Talair and Miraval on that night so long ago。 So； searching for alternatives； he had tried to make Beatritz leave the clergy； e back to Barbentain； prepare herself to marry； to have a child of her own。
It was then that she'd had herself blinded； in that small temple in the Gotzland mountains； taking the step no priestess had taken for years upon years； aligning herself irrevocably with Rian。 She had bee High Priestess two years later and had e to the island。
Her father had never truly forgiven her。 That had always hurt； for she had loved him。 Not as her mother did； with an undying passion of the soul； and not even as her sister Aelis had； with something plex and yearning at its core。 Beatritz had known her father's weaknesses and his flaws too well； had seen him too clearly for either of those kinds of love： she understood his pride； how he wished to control and shape far too much in too many different ways； his own guiding hands on the reins of everyone and everything。 Of course she understood such a thing： it was her own besetting vice。 She was Guibor's child。 Her call to Rian had been real； though； the truest thing in her life； and she had known it young。
Her mother had understood； surprisingly。 Signe； beautiful and glittering like an ornamental jewel under torchlight in Barbentain； seemed nonetheless to have understood a great deal； always。 Beatritz ached for her tonight； picturing her in the wintry castle with these brutal tidings newly e and the terrible； crushing knowledge that she might be the ruler of Arbonne in the time it died forever。
The owl grew restive again； a motion of admonition。 Options。 She had been considering her options。 She could start north herself； leaving the island and the seat of any power or foreknowledge she might be given； to lend her purely mortal strength； what wisdom she had； to her mother and those who would be with the countess now。
They didn't need her； she realized with a gnawing helplessness。 She had counsels to offer in times of peace or preparation； of smaller and larger intrigues； the tidings her own network of informants might gather； but what did she know about waging war？
It was； she told herself with bitterness； time for the men now。 The irony was coruscating。 Arbonne was to be destroyed because of its women； because of the goddess who shared in their love and devotion with Corannos in the sky； because it was ruled by a woman now； because of the symbols and the music of the Court of Love and the examples of grace set by figures like Signe and Ariane。 And yet now that ruin had e to them with sword and axe and carried brand； now that images of rape and fire would dance behind the closed eyelids of every woman in Arbonne； it was the men who would have to save them after all。
And despite more than twenty years of her father's striving before he died； and then her mother's afterwards； despite patience and wiles and even Guibor's attempts at absolute mands； the two most powerful men in Arbonne still hated each other with a ferocity； with a savage； time…locked obsession that had never let them go； and would never do so； never let them act together； even to save themselves and their land。
Beatritz knew this。 She knew it with a despair that almost overwhelmed her。 This had always been the weakness at the heart of Arbonne in their time； the thing that left them wide open to destruction。 Not the fact of a woman ruling them。 Not the rumoured softness of their corans； that was false and manifestly so。 Not the corrupting influence of the troubadours and their music； there was no corruption in the flourish of that art。 Their danger； their crippling wound； was Talair and Miraval。
Her sister Aelis； Beatritz thought； with an old； unrelenting bitterness； had much to answer for。
It was an unfair thought； she supposed。 Her mother had told her as much； over and again through the years。 Unfair or not； it was there； she was thinking it； she would think it until she died； and she would die remembering Aelis； dark and slender； far too proud； with her will like forged iron and that unwillingness； ever； to forgive。
Like Bertran； that last quality； Beatritz thought。 Like Urté。 And then a newer thought； as she reached up again to gentle her restive owl： Like me。
〃Oh； Aelis；〃 she murmured aloud。 〃Oh； sister； did we all begin to die the night you died； with or without the child？〃
It was possible； she thought。 There were ripples to events； and they went a long way sometimes across the dark pools of time and the world。
Brissel shifted on her shoulder again and then suddenly flexed his sharp talons in a way she knew。 It was always like this： without any warning at all the presence of the goddess might e to her。 Catching her breath； feeling the familiar speeding up of her pulse； Beatritz waited； and was answered； assuaged； with images in her darkness； images swirling to take shape as out of some primal fog before the world was made。
She saw two castles and recognized them immediately。 Miraval and Talair…she had known those proud； twinned assertions all her life。 Another image quickly： an arch； immeasurably old； massive； humbling； carvings of war and conquest stamped upon it like foreshadowing from long ago。 And then； as she released her breath in a spasm of love and pain she could not quite hold in； the High Priestess of Rian saw a lake in her mind； a small； delicate isle in the midst of it； three plumes of smoke rising straight as swords into the windless winter sky。 The last thing she saw was a tree。 Then the images were gone and she was left with only darknes
