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l of them； for I have not lost the magery of the living： they must climb over the wall of stones when I bid them； all the souls； the lords； the mages； the proud women； back and forth from life to death； at my mand。 All must e to me； the living and the dead； I who died and live！〃
〃Where do they e to you； Cob？ Where is it that you are？〃
〃Between the worlds。〃
〃But that is neither life nor death。 What is life； Cob？〃
〃Power。〃
〃What is love？〃
〃Power；〃 the blind man repeated heavily； hunching up his shoulders。
〃What is light？〃
〃Darkness！〃
〃What is your name？〃
〃I have none。〃
〃All in this land bear their true name。〃
〃Tell me yours； then！〃
〃I am named Ged。 And you？〃
The blind man hesitated； and said； 〃Cob。〃
〃That was your use…name； not your name。 Where is your name？ Where is the truth of you？ Did you leave it in Paln where you died？ You have forgotten much； O Lord of the Two Lands。 You have forgotten light； and love； and your own name。〃
〃I have your name now； and power over you； Ged the Archmage… Ged who was Archmage when he was alive！〃
〃My name is no use to you；〃 Ged said。 〃You have no power over me at all。 I am a living man； my body lies on the beach of Selidor； under the sun； on the turning earth。 And when that body dies； I will be here： but only in name； in name alone； in shadow。 Do you not understand？ Did you never understand； you who called up so many shadows from the dead； who summoned all the hosts of the perished； even my lord Erreth…Akbe； wisest of us all？ Did you not understand that he； even he； is but a shadow and a name？ His death did not diminish life。 Nor did it diminish him。 He is there … there； not here！ Here is nothing； dust and shadows。 There； he is the earth and sunlight； the leaves of trees； the eagle's flight。 He is alive。 And all who ever died； live； they are reborn and have no end； nor will there ever be an end。 All； save you。 For you would not have death。 You lost death； you lost life； in order to save yourself。 Yourself！ Your immortal self！ What is it？ Who are you？〃
〃I am myself。 My body will not decay and die…〃
〃A living body suffers pain； Cob； a living body grows old； it dies。 Death is the price we pay for our life and for all life。〃
〃I do not pay it！ I can die and in that moment live again！ I cannot be killed； I am immortal。 I alone am myself forever！〃
〃Who are you； then？〃
〃The Immortal One。〃
〃Say your name
〃The King。〃
〃Say my name。 I told it to you but a minute since。 Say my name！〃
〃You are not real。 You have no name。 Only I exist 〃
〃You exist： without name； without form。 You cannot see the light of day； you cannot see the dark。 You sold the green earth and the sun and stars to save yourself。 But you have no self。 All that which you sold； that is yourself。 You have given everything for nothing。 And so now you seek to draw the world to you； all that light and life you lost； to fill up your nothingness。 But it cannot be filled。 Not all the songs of earth； not all the stars of heaven； could fill your emptiness。〃
Ged's voice rang like iron； there in the cold valley under the mountains； and the blind man cringed away from him。 He lifted up his face； and the dim starlight shone on it； he looked as if he wept； but he had no tears； having no eyes。 His mouth opened and shut； full of darkness； but no words came out of it； only a groaning。 At last he said one word； barely shaping it with his contorted lips； and the word was 〃Life。〃
〃I would give you life if I could； Cob。 But I cannot。 You are dead。 But I can give you death。〃
〃No！〃 the blind man screamed aloud； and then he said； 〃No； no；〃 and crouched down sobbing； though his cheeks were as dry as the stony rivercourse where only night； and no water； ran。 〃You cannot。 No one can ever set me free。 I opened the door between the worlds and I cannot shut it。 No one can shut it。 It will never be shut again。 It draws； it draws me。 I must e back to it。 I must go through it and e back here； into the dust and cold and silence。 It sucks at me and sucks at me。 I cannot leave it。 I cannot close it。 It will suck all the light out of the world in the end。 All the rivers will be like the Dry River。 There is no power anywhere that can close the door I opened！〃
Very strange was the mixture of despair and vindictiveness； terror and vanity； in his words and voice。
Ged said only； 〃Where is it？〃
〃That way。 Not far。 You can go there。 But you cannot do anything there。 You cannot shut it。 If you spent all your power in that one act； it would not be enough。 Nothing is enough。〃
〃Maybe；〃 Ged answered。 〃Though you chose despair； remember we have not yet done so。 Take us there。〃
The blind man raised his face； in which fear and hatred struggled visibly。 Hatred triumphed。 〃I will not；〃 he said。
At that Arren stepped forward； and he said； 〃You will。〃
The blind man held still。 The cold silence and the darkness of the realm of the dead surrounded them； surrounded their words。
〃Who are you？〃
〃My name is Lebannen。〃
Ged spoke： 〃You who call yourself King； do you not know who this is？〃
Again Cob held utterly still。 Then he said； gasping a little as he spoke； 〃But he is dead … You are dead。 You cannot go back。 There is no way out。 You are caught here！〃 As he spoke； the glimmer of light died away from him； and they heard him turn in the darkness and go away from them into it； hastily。 〃Give me light； my lord！〃 Arren cried； and Ged held up his staff above his head； letting the white light break open that old darkness； full of rocks and shadows； among which the tall； stooped figure of the blind man hurried and dodged； going upstream from them with a strange； unseeing； unhesitating gait。 After him Arren came； sword in hand； and after him； Ged。
Soon Arren had outdistanced his panion； and the light was very faint； much interrupted by the boulders and the turnings of the riverbed； but the sound of Cob's going； the sense of his presence ahead； was guide enough。 Arren drew closer slowly； as the way became steeper。 They were climbing in a steep gorge choked with stones； the Dry River； narrowing to its head； wound between sheer banks。 Rocks clattered under their feet and under their hands； for they had to clamber。 Arren sensed the final narrowing…in of the banks； and with a lunge forward came up to Cob and caught his arm； halting him there： at a kind of basin of rocks five or six feet wide； what might have been a pool if ever water ran there； and above it a tumbled cliff of rock and slag。 In that cliff there was a black hole； the source of the Dry River。
Cob did not try to pull away from him。 He stood quite still； while the light of Ged's approach brightened on his eyeless face。 He had turned that face to Arren。 〃This is the place；〃 he said at last； a kind of smile forming on his lips。 〃This is the place you seek。 See it？ There you can be reborn。 All you need do is follow me。 You will live immortally。 We shall be kings together。〃
Arren looked at that dry； dark springhead； the mouth of dust； the place where a dead soul； crawling into earth and darkness； was born again dead： abominable it was to him； and he said in a harsh voice； struggling with deadly sickness； 〃Let it be shut！〃
〃It will be shut；〃 Ged said； ing beside them： and the light blazed up now from his hands and face as if he were a star fallen on earth in that endless night。 Before him the dry spring； the door； yawned open。 It was wide and hollow； but whether deep or shallow there was no telling。 There was nothing in it for the light to fall on； for the eye to see。 It was void。 Through it was neither light nor dark； neither life nor death。 It was nothing。 It was a way that led nowhere。
Ged raised up his hands and spoke。
Arren still held Cob's arm； the blind man had laid his free hand against the rocks of the cliff…wall。 Both stood still； caught in the power of the spell。
With all the skill of his life's training and with all the strength of his fierce heart； Ged strove to shut that door； to make the world whole once more。 And under his voice and the mand of his shaping hands the rocks drew together； painfully； trying to be whole； to meet。 But at the same time the light weakened and weakened； dying out from his hands and from his face； dying out from his yew staff； until only a little glimmer of it clung there。 By that faint light Arren saw that the door was nearly closed。
Under his hand the blind man felt the rocks move； felt them e together： and felt also the art and power giving itself up； spending itself； spent… And all at once he shouted； 〃No！〃 and broke from Arren's grasp； lunged forward； and caught Ged in his blind； powerful grasp。 Bearing Ged down under his weight； he closed his hands on his throat to strangle him。
Arren raised up the sword of Serriadh and brought the blade down straight and hard on the bowed neck beneath the matted hair。
The living spirit has weight in the world of the dead； and the shadow of his sword has an edge。 The blade made a great wound； severing Cob's spine。 Black blood leapt out； lit by the sword's own light。
But there is no good in killing a dead man； and Cob was dead； years dead。 The wound closed； swallowing its blood。 The blind ma
