雨果 悲惨世界 英文版1-第25部分
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he convict; which is like the echo of the laugh of a demon。 To all appearance; he seemed to be occupied in the constant contemplation of something terrible。
He was absorbed; in fact。
Athwart the unhealthy perceptions of an inplete nature and a crushed intelligence; he was confusedly conscious that some monstrous thing was resting on him。
In that obscure and wan shadow within which he crawled; each time that he turned his neck and essayed to raise his glance; he perceived with terror; mingled with rage; a sort of frightful accumulation of things;
collecting and mounting above him; beyond the range of his vision; laws; prejudices; men; and deeds;whose outlines escaped him; whose mass terrified him; and which was nothing else than that prodigious pyramid which we call civilization。
He distinguished; here and there in that swarming and formless mass; now near him; now afar off and on inaccessible table…lands; some group; some detail; vividly illuminated; here the galley…sergeant and his cudgel; there the gendarme and his sword; yonder the mitred archbishop; away at the top; like a sort of sun; the Emperor; crowned and dazzling。 It seemed to him that these distant splendors; far from dissipating his night; rendered it more funereal and more black。
All this laws; prejudices; deeds; men; thingswent and came above him; over his head; in accordance with the plicated and mysterious movement which God imparts to civilization; walking over him and crushing him with I know not what peacefulness in its cruelty and inexorability in its indifference。
Souls which have fallen to the bottom of all possible misfortune; unhappy men lost in the lowest of those limbos at which no one any longer looks; the reproved of the law; feel the whole weight of this human society; so formidable for him who is without; so frightful for him who is beneath; resting upon their heads。
In this situation Jean Valjean meditated; and what could be the nature of his meditation?
If the grain of millet beneath the millstone had thoughts; it would; doubtless; think that same thing which Jean Valjean thought。
All these things; realities full of spectres; phantasmagories full of realities; had eventually created for him a sort of interior state which is almost indescribable。
At times; amid his convict toil; he paused。
He fell to thinking。 His reason; at one and the same time riper and more troubled than of yore; rose in revolt。
Everything which had happened to him seemed to him absurd; everything that surrounded him seemed to him impossible。
He said to himself; 〃It is a dream。〃 He gazed at the galley…sergeant standing a few paces from him; the galley…sergeant seemed a phantom to him。
All of a sudden the phantom dealt him a blow with his cudgel。
Visible nature hardly existed for him。
It would almost be true to say that there existed for Jean Valjean neither sun; nor fine summer days; nor radiant sky; nor fresh April dawns。 I know not what vent…hole daylight habitually illumined his soul。
To sum up; in conclusion; that which can be summed up and translated into positive results in all that we have just pointed out; we will confine ourselves to the statement that; in the course of nineteen years; Jean Valjean; the inoffensive tree…pruner of Faverolles; the formidable convict of Toulon; had bee capable; thanks to the manner in which the galleys had moulded him; of two sorts of evil action:
firstly; of evil action which was rapid; unpremeditated; dashing; entirely instinctive; in the nature of reprisals for the evil which he had undergone; secondly; of evil action which was serious; grave; consciously argued out and premeditated; with the false ideas which such a misfortune can furnish。
His deliberate deeds passed through three successive phases; which natures of a certain stamp can alone traverse;reasoning; will; perseverance。 He had for moving causes his habitual wrath; bitterness of soul; a profound sense of indignities suffered; the reaction even against the good; the innocent; and the just; if there are any such。 The point of departure; like the point of arrival; for all his thoughts; was hatred of human law; that hatred which; if it be not arrested in its development by some providential incident; bees; within a given time; the hatred of society; then the hatred of the human race; then the hatred of creation; and which manifests itself by a vague; incessant; and brutal desire to do harm to some living being; no matter whom。
It will be perceived that it was not without reason that Jean Valjean's passport described him as a very dangerous man。
From year to year this soul had dried away slowly; but with fatal sureness。
When the heart is dry; the eye is dry。
On his departure from the galleys it had been nineteen years since he had shed a tear。
BOOK SECONDTHE FALL
CHAPTER VIII
BILLOWS AND SHADOWS
A man overboard!
What matters it?
The vessel does not halt。
The wind blows。 That sombre ship has a path which it is forced to pursue。 It passes on。
The man disappears; then reappears; he plunges; he rises again to the surface; he calls; he stretches out his arms; he is not heard。 The vessel; trembling under the hurricane; is wholly absorbed in its own workings; the passengers and sailors do not even see the drowning man; his miserable head is but a speck amid the immensity of the waves。 He gives vent to desperate cries from out of the depths。
What a spectre is that retreating sail!
He gazes and gazes at it frantically。 It retreats; it grows dim; it diminishes in size。
He was there but just now; he was one of the crew; he went and came along the deck with the rest; he had his part of breath and of sunlight; he was a living man。
Now; what has taken place?
He has slipped; he has fallen; all is at an end。
He is in the tremendous sea。
Under foot he has nothing but what flees and crumbles。
The billows; torn and lashed by the wind; enpass him hideously; the tossings of the abyss bear him away; all the tongues of water dash over his head; a populace of waves spits upon him; confused openings half devour him; every time that he sinks; he catches glimpses of precipices filled with night; frightful and unknown vegetations seize him; knot about his feet; draw him to them; he is conscious that he is being an abyss; that he forms part of the foam; the waves toss him from one to another; he drinks in the bitterness; the cowardly ocean attacks him furiously; to drown him; the enormity plays with his agony。
It seems as though all that water were hate。
Nevertheless; he struggles。
He tries to defend himself; he tries to sustain himself; he makes an effort; he swims。
He; his petty strength all exhausted instantly; bats the inexhaustible。
Where; then; is the ship?
Yonder。
Barely visible in the pale shadows of the horizon。
The wind blows in gusts; all the foam overwhelms him。 He raises his eyes and beholds only the lividness of the clouds。 He witnesses; amid his death…pangs; the immense madness of the sea。 He is tortured by this madness; he hears noises strange to man; which seem to e from beyond the limits of the earth; and from one knows not what frightful region beyond。
There are birds in the clouds; just as there are angels above human distresses; but what can they do for him?
They sing and fly and float; and he; he rattles in the death agony。
He feels himself buried in those two infinities; the ocean and the sky; at one and the same time:
the one is a tomb; the other is a shroud。
Night descends; he has been swimming for hours; his strength is exhausted; that ship; that distant thing in which there were men; has vanished; he is alone in the formidable twilight gulf; he sinks; he stiffens himself; he twists himself; he feels under him the monstrous billows of the invisible; he shouts。
There are no more men。
Where is God?
He shouts。
Help!
Help!
He still shouts on。
Nothing on the horizon; nothing in heaven。
He implores the expanse; the waves; the seaweed; the reef; they are deaf。
He beseeches the tempest; the imperturbable tempest obeys only the infinite。
Around him darkness; fog; solitude; the stormy and nonsentient tumult; the undefined curling of those wild waters。
In him horror and fatigue。 Beneath him the depths。
Not a point of support。
He thinks of the gloomy adventures of the corpse in the limitless shadow。 The bottomless cold paralyzes him。
His hands contract convulsively; they close; and grasp nothingness。
Winds; clouds; whirlwinds; gusts; useless stars!
What is to be done?
The desperate man gives up; he is weary; he chooses the alternative of death; he resists not; he lets himself go; he abandons his grip; and then he tosses forevermore in the lugubrious dreary depths of engulfment。
Oh; implacable march of human societies!
Oh; losses of men and of souls on the way!
Ocean into which falls all that the law lets slip! Disastrous absence of help!
Oh; moral death!
The sea is the inexorable social night into which the penal laws fling their condemned。